I have realized that there is a void, an endless hole in the soul that I carry wound in flesh, fed with my blood, and here I see my past slowly drifting away alike the bank of river and the future seems distant more than it should have been, with blurring images of all my friends family and foes. How to fulfill this void, a question rather unanswered, down the darkest lays the answer to the most innate fears. Can I survive this?
I chose to stay indifferent when you gave me such beautiful mates, I chose to be weak when you were there to be all the strength, I hate this life when you were there to love me, for me sin is a way I can be closer to you, if you forgive my sinister soul, I can be greatful though.